Friday, 31 December 2010

My home sketchbook

I recently started a home sketchbook, just something to doodle and draw in when i get bored, heres a few things ive drew so far...


The other week when i slept at my friends, she decided to take some photos in a few bits i bought :)
Havent blogged in a while, to be honest i really couldnt be bothered, im only just getting better. Another thing im going to be so bored tonight, i havent even got anything planned. Happy New Years Eve x

Monday, 27 December 2010

Nerves of cotton wool.

Well tomorrow is my grandmas memorial service, its like a funeral but without her being there because she lived in Italy. Im really nervous and quite sad, im going to be reading a poem i made up about her. Its only short but i think if i read anything longer id probably pass out as i hate reading infront of people. My mam informed me theres going to be ALOT there too, so that didn't make things any better. If i do read it im just going to pretend no one else is there and that im just reading it in my bedroom on my own.
I hope its not a sad day, i know that sounds wrong because its a funeral, but it would be better if everyone could just smile and laugh about all the memories than cry because she wouldn't of wanted that.

Anyway i thought id share my poem, its not very good mind.. 

'Grandma you were so special, definately one of a kind 
You were always there when i needed you, and knew what was on my mind 
I loved the way you made me laugh and and all the times we shared 
I loved the way you were so crazy and cuddled me if i was scared
Grandma i will miss you but i know you will be happy,
Partying and having fun with the rest of our family
I love you so very much and glad your out of pain 
I know that you wont be forgotten, until we meet again 
So now to end this special rhyme
Please make sure to send a shooting star sometime' 

Oh and the shooting star bit is because when i went to Italy we would always sit in the garden for hours looking for shooting stars.
I better get some sleep now. Goodnight♥

Sunday, 26 December 2010


Well this christmas was the worst, i spent most of the day in bed ill and i couldnt even eat my dinner! I dont feel that much better today i just want to be up and about and not feeling so ill. I cant believe Christmas is over and normally its my favourite time of the year, oh well. Merry Christmas for yesterday x

Merry Christmas

Well this year i didnt have a very good christmas, i spent most of the day in bed ill and couldnt even stomach my dinner. People who get everything they want on christmas are so lucky and them people never realise how lucky they are, I hope everyone had a good day. Seasons greetings! :)

Thursday, 23 December 2010

Fun week..

Well ive been with my best friend for the past three days and i've loved every single bit of it. I love her too bits! Unfortunately i didn't bring my camera lead so i cant show what i got from shopping but i got a few bits and pieces including converses<3 
Oh and ive decided i want my hair like Stacey Solomans who i recently seen on Alan Carr. 

Wednesday, 22 December 2010

shop till i drop

Today i am going shopping, its snowing again so its going to be hard to get out of the town i live in but i really need to go shopping. I have nothing for christmas and me and my best friend have decided where going to make a day of it and try lots of clothes on and go in like every shop. I actually cant wait to see her she never fails to make me smile and i miss her loads! xxxxxxxx

Tuesday, 21 December 2010

If your to school for cool..

Well today is my first day off school, the start of the winter holidays yey, I was supposed to be going shopping but the bus didn't end up coming so im going to do some tomorrow. Quite excited really because im seeing my best friend and i havent seen her in ages. I think im going to buy alot from Deep because i love the things in there! I also think i might pop into Starbucks for a frappucino, ive been wanting one for weeks, yummy! Im dying the ends of my hair tomorrow to give it a sort of ombre colour, hopefully it will work out. Ill post a photo of it when its done:) 

Monday, 20 December 2010

Cute couples

I'm so jealous of cute couples in the winter, well actually just cute couples altogether. I really wish i had a nice boyfriend to spend christmas with and to buy a present for. Oh well maybe next year! :)

quick christmas post

I have no idea what im wearing for christmas day i need ideas! Im thinking of going to the metro centre sometime this week so i can see if i can find some things i like!

Saturday, 18 December 2010

New blog name,Things i want for christmas, A couple of pictures i took..

 I changed my blog name to 'Love, Fashion & Fairytales' today. Simply because my normal name isnt anything special and this randomly popped into my head and i thought it would be a good name.
Today has been boring also my laptop keeps turning off and i really need to get all my pictures onto a cd incase it brakes! Ive decided im just going to get clothes and coverses for christmas then at the end of january im getting  a photography camera and a pink blackberry.

Wednesday, 15 December 2010

i thought my jewellery holder looked cool 
Random pictures i liked-

Today i received my school photo and to be honest i look like a chipmunk! The one day i actually wear my hair up i have to get a school photo, so annoying. Anyway i cant wait to break up from school, everyone is breaking up this friday but my school doesnt finish till next tuesday:(
Oh well.

My mam came home from italy today after sitting with my annoying brother and sister waiting for her guessing the scores on come dine with me. She gave me the things my grandma had left for me, they're was two gift wrapped little pouches which had a jesus bracelet in each. It made me cry because she thought of the little things and thats what count the most. Also she gave me a picture which had been painted on a dish of her old dog ben, which was really special to her! My mam also  brought a couple of her scarves home for us to keep. Im not sure which one i want yet but i love them all they all have my grandma written all over them<3

Now im just chilling in bed, i played million pound drop live earlier and came out with £25,000 after a retry haha!
I have tripple art and christmas dinner tomorrow at school so im quite looking forward to it. I love art i really do but there is so much work involved:( Im using a few photos from lookbook and one of a girl i know which is lovely, for my final idea designs..

Gooooodbye x

Tuesday, 14 December 2010

Hmm ive had a pretty bad week but ive been doing some sowing and stuff whilst i was bored to keep my mid off things, i made a butterfly out of wire and flowery material. It looks quite pretty, im not sure what im going to do with it. I think im going to make a few peices of clothes too when i can be bothered. I really want a manequin for christmas so i can start making proper clothes. Im going to have a look on ebay byebye!

Saturday, 11 December 2010


The only reason i actually like blogger is because when i have no one to talk to i can just write what im thinking on here, that sounds sad but i feel i can just let out all my feelings. So here goes.

11th December 2010
Today I was woke up at around 9am by a phone call from my mam, not what i needed when id fell asleep at half 4. Shes in italy visiting my grandma because shes really ill, but anyway she started talking asking if i was okay then suddenly she said i need to tell you something. In a way i knew what she was going to say, my heart sunk, it hurt to talk, she told me what was wrong and i couldnt help but cry.
Sadly my grandma passed away in her sleep, it was like the end of the world, my grandma was my world, my everything. Today ive cried at just about everything, i dont really have anyone to talk to because my mam is away, I just like  to think that heaven has gained the best grandma in the world and they must of really needed her to of taken her away at such a young age. I love her so much and id do anything to bring her back but im just glad she is out of pain and enjoying herself with her feet up probably listening to bruce springsteen(she was obsessed).
Love you forever grandma, you will be dearly missed xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.

'It's rainin' but there ain't a cloud in the sky
Musta been a tear from your eye
Everything'll be okay
Funny thought I felt a sweet summer breeze
Musta been you sighin' so deep
Don't worry we're gonna find a way

I'm waitin', waitin' on a sunny day
Gonna chase the clouds away
Waitin' on a sunny day' 

Friday, 10 December 2010

My mams boyfriends cat is following me around everywhere and is obsessed with my bedroom and to be quite effing honest  I DONT LIKE IT. It spits at me and everything dont get me wrong i love cats but only MY cats not this huge fat ugly horrible weird cat eurgh. And now i have to put draws behind my door to stop it opening the door itself. GOD i hope it runs away
Ive tidied my room today and changed it around, i havent completely finished tidying it though as i have no-where to put everything and my back started hurting. My kitten is so cute, shes been following me round all day she looks evil on the photo i just love the way she crosses her arms when shes asleep! 

 ignore my face i look like a gremlin..