i thought my jewellery holder looked cool 

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Today i received my school photo and to be honest i look like a chipmunk! The one day i actually wear my hair up i have to get a school photo, so annoying. Anyway i cant wait to break up from school, everyone is breaking up this friday but my school doesnt finish till next tuesday:(
Oh well.

My mam came home from italy today after sitting with my annoying brother and sister waiting for her guessing the scores on come dine with me. She gave me the things my grandma had left for me, they're was two gift wrapped little pouches which had a jesus bracelet in each. It made me cry because she thought of the little things and thats what count the most. Also she gave me a picture which had been painted on a dish of her old dog ben, which was really special to her! My mam also  brought a couple of her scarves home for us to keep. Im not sure which one i want yet but i love them all they all have my grandma written all over them<3

Now im just chilling in bed, i played million pound drop live earlier and came out with £25,000 after a retry haha!
I have tripple art and christmas dinner tomorrow at school so im quite looking forward to it. I love art i really do but there is so much work involved:( Im using a few photos from lookbook and one of a girl i know which is lovely, for my final idea designs..




Gooooodbye x

Hmm ive had a pretty bad week but ive been doing some sowing and stuff whilst i was bored to keep my mid off things, i made a butterfly out of wire and flowery material. It looks quite pretty, im not sure what im going to do with it. I think im going to make a few peices of clothes too when i can be bothered. I really want a manequin for christmas so i can start making proper clothes. Im going to have a look on ebay byebye!

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The only reason i actually like blogger is because when i have no one to talk to i can just write what im thinking on here, that sounds sad but i feel i can just let out all my feelings. So here goes.

11th December 2010
Today I was woke up at around 9am by a phone call from my mam, not what i needed when id fell asleep at half 4. Shes in italy visiting my grandma because shes really ill, but anyway she started talking asking if i was okay then suddenly she said i need to tell you something. In a way i knew what she was going to say, my heart sunk, it hurt to talk, she told me what was wrong and i couldnt help but cry.
Sadly my grandma passed away in her sleep, it was like the end of the world, my grandma was my world, my everything. Today ive cried at just about everything, i dont really have anyone to talk to because my mam is away, I just like  to think that heaven has gained the best grandma in the world and they must of really needed her to of taken her away at such a young age. I love her so much and id do anything to bring her back but im just glad she is out of pain and enjoying herself with her feet up probably listening to bruce springsteen(she was obsessed).
Love you forever grandma, you will be dearly missed xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.

'It's rainin' but there ain't a cloud in the sky
Musta been a tear from your eye
Everything'll be okay
Funny thought I felt a sweet summer breeze
Musta been you sighin' so deep
Don't worry we're gonna find a way

I'm waitin', waitin' on a sunny day
Gonna chase the clouds away
Waitin' on a sunny day' 

HOW SILLY IS THIS..
My mams boyfriends cat is following me around everywhere and is obsessed with my bedroom and to be quite effing honest  I DONT LIKE IT. It spits at me and everything dont get me wrong i love cats but only MY cats not this huge fat ugly horrible weird cat eurgh. And now i have to put draws behind my door to stop it opening the door itself. GOD i hope it runs away

Ive tidied my room today and changed it around, i havent completely finished tidying it though as i have no-where to put everything and my back started hurting. My kitten is so cute, shes been following me round all day she looks evil on the photo i just love the way she crosses her arms when shes asleep! 

 ignore my face i look like a gremlin..

LAURAAAAAAAAAAAA<3